Drum Skill Depleting to Critical State!!!!!!!!

zzzz......duuno why nowadays i doin so much and much and.......... TOO MUCH OF MISTAKESSSS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! zzzzz...duuno lah maybe the relationship with me and GOD are 'depleting' too or maybe too tired or wateverzzz...saying bout tiredness...im really tired..tired of study..tired of assignment...tired of THEORIES...tired of equation and calculation @#%$% ...tired of drum ..tired of Tunku Abdul Rahman College hahaha.....but still i din tired of GOD...everytime i think bout tis 'tired' stuff i remember how GOD save my soul and life and also my point of view bout the world ..and the people. .. Is already 5 years and i learn much thing from HIM on wat it means the word 'LOVE' and 'CARING' and 'SACRIFICE'...haizz sudah jadi emo pulak haha..anyways the only to overcome the 'TIREDNESS' is 'SACRIFICE' rite?? haha no sacrifice no glory and also no 'sijil' and cant graduate haha..ZZZZZZZzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz (sleep.................)